After yesterday's MGBDs visual and audio concert, we're year2s already. 

It ended like around 10pm, we cleared everything the wires, tv, everything. Till very late already. Then still need carry the heavy road sign or something back to our block's level 5. 

So damm heavy lor. After that we waited for one of our classmate before we go and eat dinner together. We haven't had any food for dinner then. Actually there's food for MGBDs before the concert starts, but our group was still rehearsing and we didn't get to eat. When we wanted to eat already no time, cause we're the first group. 

Walk to amk to eat, i already not feeling well. 

I didn't have appetite to eat although i'm hungry -.-

After eating, walk to amk mrt to take the last train we could take to kranji.

We decided to go qinghe's house to celebrate our end of studio project. 

Take bus to jurong east. Walked for 1 hour -.- To qinghe's aunt's house. 

I was like feeling super giddy already. But at that time, no one can acc me home and i have no money to take cab either. Cause after that when we went home in the morning, guixin pay the cab fee first. I ying cheng, followed, walked. Actually i was feeling really seriously super giddy and my eyes cannot even open. I felt like vomiting then, and i keep shivering even when i have already alight from that cold bus. Anyway, we haven't sleep for days already chionging and overnighting in sch studio to do work. When we reached the place, everyone were like playing so happily but i got no mood to even play, i sleep all the way there.

Went back, i am not feeling well super ultra uncomfortable. 

& so today, I didn't went for dance. 

Don't know why, sad now that i didn't go. I'll miss alot for sure. 

& I am kind of angry and super pissed now.

Cause i don't want to be biptised.

If you people don't understand, what biptise means is, you will be a REAL TRUE CHRISTIAN. 

Well, i don't mind going to church just for like.. You know. 

I knew it myself that i am NOT devoted enough t god. 

I don't want to be a real christian where by you must follow this and that everything. 

BUT my mum is now forcing me to be biptised.

What shit is that? 

Can't i even choose this religion kind of thing MYSELF?

I am already pissed when they force me everytime to go church. 

Forcing me, controlling me. 

Damm it, fuckshit. You people suck a whole damm shit. 

FINALLY. Studio Project is done.

Today our visuals all will be shown in the audio and visual concert MGBDs present(:

At the amphi theatre 8pm(:

Will got some people performing then showing our visuals. 

MUST GO :D okay, i have nothing to say already lol.

I am super tired yeah.

For so many times, till 12am midnight :/

Now i am in studio, but today, I AM NOT GOING TO STAY OVERNIGHT ALREADY :/

Stayed for so many days already. Enough already :/ Never bath, Never wash, Never blabla. 

I am now like a dirty piece of shit.

Friday, last day. Our tht concert will be held in the amphi theatre at 8pm.

Last day of studio proj.

I am also afraid i will be sick soon. & I am so cui now. Rly cui till.. So scared sat i will have no energy to dance already :/ D:

I AM REALLY CUI, NO PEOPLE WILL BELIEVE. 

I lost the feel to blog already & there's now nothing rly nice for me to blog about :/ 

I stayed overnight in school again yesterday. 

Studio Project, Studio Project.

It's all about studio project.

Maybe today will be staying overnight again.

My life's nothing but just school, studio project & classmates. 

Stay tuned to friday's MGBDs present audio & visual concert. :D

Today, as well. My today means yeah last night till this morning. 

Overnight in school again. This time, worst. I felt like we were some crimminals or what.

We were actually not supposed to stay in school studio. But then we stayed, we got chased out twice. We went to hide. Hide and played games. 

Hide till certain time, we sneaked in again. & work, play, laugh, sleep, shag..

Till now. Lesson later, 9.30am. 

I don't know why, when we were hiding, it just seems like..

Like pathetic lor :/ Still ned hide. That feeling, nobody will know except MGBDs -.- :/ 

Ytd i slept for 2 hrs, today just now the whole night, i don't know how long i slept. 

So tired at first but couldn't go to sleep. My friends slept for 1 hr and wake up to do proj again.

I cnnt even go to sleep, closed my eyes, cnnt sleep. 

Like 6plus in morning, then i can sleep.

Went to the big table behind, everybody take turns to sleep there lol.

When you're tired, table seems so comfortable for you to sleep on too. 

I never even bath or what. & tonight we going to stay in school till very late at night for the rehearsal of our visual and audio thingy. 

SHAG.

I WANT TO WASH MY FACE PROPERLY. 

I WANT TO BATH. 

3 out of 7 rainbow(: 

My life now is just studio project, and still studio project.

I'm like meeting some of my grp ppl for continuous 2 weeks already. 

Even saturday and sundays. Nothing but studio project. When isit gonna hell end?

Guixin, me and randy are like mentally crazy people just now in class.

We are like video-ing oursleves, playing and laughing but actually.. We're so frustrated. 

I tell myself, i know i would sure fail alot of modules. & Now, yes i regret. So i must pass this studio project. Who wouldn't feel like crying?

I wanted to, but i already promise MYSELF not to & i must be happy to do this project. 

I cannot be like last time already. Yes. Since i've already promised myself(:

Still.. I am very lost now. 

GOODNIGHT.

i hope i have a carebear.

Laughters, & all. Ohyuh most funny thing is we brought our lappy to somewhr quiet and we video down we, acting as ahlian and ahbeng. LOL. Super funny. Classmates listen already laugh like mad :/ Okay, we were just acting, for the sake of fun :D 

Super pissed at night with my cousin again, she's just so inconsiderate and childish. Don't wna say much about it already, spoil mood. Ate dinner with guixin at yishun then talk at our blocks downstairs till around 11pm, home sweet home.

Pictures. Guixin & randy are taking my bling bling stickers to stick onto their faces, acting like machiam they pierce ears, nose etc. lol, it looks fake though. Their retarded faces lor. lol.

I have sore throat. ): Sick soon? eh no way.