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CHANG YILING, 05041991.
& I'm 17.
Arts, Hellokitty & Dance :3
I hope to study makeup special effects bodyart course when i graduate from nyp.



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Friday, October 31, 2008


HELLO EARTHLINGS! Pictures for yesterday. 
Too tired to blog yesterday!
A day for geekyyyyyys. GEEEEEK :D


JUST LOOK AT THESE .. 






HAHAHA! Laugh Out Loud. :/
We're always feeling restless in class & lessons then when it comes to camwhore, hohoo. 
It's one of the way to keep us awake :/ LESSONS ARE BORING.
There's 3D lessons yesterday and others. Yep, i guess almost the whole class don't like tht lecturer who teach. He's not even the module teacher, everybody don't understand. Everybody were like ignoring tht lecturer luh. 
After school went cwp t buy cake for jasmine's bday w/ hazel & guixin. Then back home.
Wanted to go aunt house see my niece but then they gng out agn t buy things & so i followed them again. Hahaha. Then they came my hse to see my mum cause she just have surgery again.
Alright. 
My niece(: 


&& TODAY, 
Cheryl morning call me 2 times. Then followed by guixin. THEN THEN. 
Ohgod, i cannot believe i sleep back again & when i wake..
TSK ): Then i was abit late. & it was 3D lessons in the morning X____X
I did my hwrk yesterday leh! But i think i couldnt hand in today luh ): sigh.
I don't dare to go in already. So i'm in mac now blogging ): Waiting for RAINBOW ltr tgt w. others to celebrate jasmine's bady during break.

Ohyah did i said, i'm kind of addicted to online shopping :/
O-MYYYYY-GAUDDDDDDDDD.

-Everyday, i think of you.

12:01 AM


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Thursday, October 30, 2008


LEMME SHOW YOU- Rainbow :D 
My friends, clique. Rainbowwwwwwww.
Actually it's been quite some time since we took a picture of all 7(:
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7! :D:D

Qinghe. 

Qinghe & Randytoh. 

Qinghe, Randy & Hito.

Qinghe, Randy, Hito & Jasmine.

Qinghe, Randy, Hito, Jasmine & Me.

Qinghe, Randy, Hito, Jasmine, Me & Hazellee.

Qinghe, Randy, Hito, Jasmine, Me, Hazel & Guixin :)

That's rainbow.

Haven't been updating for the past few days, busy-ing w/ project & stuffs.
Lazy & tired to blog. 

Sunday, 
I went meet xinyi, my visual poetry project partner at bugis.
We went National Library to discuss. 
& i tell you, i'll never go there again.
I think it's so damm troublesome. 
Go in, check bags, laptops & stuffs. 
Go out, check again too. 
We were like talking so damm soft already but people still ask us to lower down our volume.
Like macham desert place, you know?
Anyway, ate alot of chewy juniors puffs tht day :) Satisfied.

Monday, 
Happy deepavali :D
Went bugis temple w/ tht siao zar boh, DOREEN HO WEIJING :D
I went there secretly :/ But in the end still got found out by family.
After tht we shopped around bugis street, have fun luh.
She acc me to aljunied to pay for my hoodie too. 
Then i went back home around evening, to celebrate my biao jie fu's birthday.
Still got lots of project thingy nt yet done. 
I'm slacking, yes :/

Tuesday,
Wokeup late, late for class.
Skipped first lesson, sigh.
I'm never early. 
Went for last lesson. 
Initially today was the last day for the first wk of project & we had to handup.
Who knows, lecturer extend-.-!
I was like, Fuckshit la! Piece of shit. Lol. Make me chiong the previous night lor.
Nevermind. 
We realised that we actually still have lots nt done. 
Podcasting & stuffs. 

Wednesday,
yeahhhhhh. wokeup late again.
Skipped lesson again ):
I swear, today i didnt have the intention of being late t sch.
I just cannot wakeup):
Anyway, i & xinyi chiong project till like siao. Stayed in sch till 10plus pm. 
Till th lab is gng t close. 
Before that, i was on the way t yewtee to pay the blogshop thing. 
& tht person ask me if i can change to next day, then i was like..... duh, nvm okay.
Went t next place, aljunied t collect my hoodie.
When i reach there at like gng 5pm, tht person sms me ask me whether i cn change it to 6pm.
I was like, wth again. Lol, okay nvm i wait...
Wah, today dnt knw is what day. LOL.
Tml presentation, first time presentation we need not speak
Cause it's video & podasting :D
Went supper w/ guixin & randy aft tht :D

1:11 AM


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Saturday, October 25, 2008


 SOME OF MY PAST ART WORKS, GOT  TOP IN O'LEVEL ART :D:D
TOPIC ON 'DAMAGED'.
I miss my art works & it's been long since i last REALLY REALLY spend time drawing D:
My art works are pin in sec sch, couldn't bring them home. 
&& YAHHHHHH, MY CANVAS! The most biggest art work <3>
This is the only thing i'm proud of in my life up till now (:
  
 
  
     
    



 
Damm bloody blogger.
I blogged all luh & it's all gone now. Make me nda re-type everything again.
Anyway, today morning went for dance & i realised something. 
My brain wire spoil luh la dey. 
I ASKED SO MANY PEOPLE TO MORNING CALL ME WHEN I DON'T NEED TO ACTUALLY.
Normally, cheryl will call me wake but today she's not in sg. 
I asked, Dad, Mum, Biaoge, Biaojie, Qiaoyu, Christine & my classmate to call me wake-.-'
Don't need to ask my sister & brother to call me wake cause they're PIGS. Worst then me.
First, biaoge called my hp 4 times, then classmate called 3 times. After that, mum, dad called our house me when working. Then, Qiaoyu & christine called too. 
I think i'm really mad lor. Ha. I know many people will think, even if i cannot wake also don't need so many people wake me up de bah. But because.. it reminds me of something.
During sememster1, Guixin called me & i told her i was damm tired lying on my bed still & i don't feel like leaving my bed then i skipped school that day x___X
another time was, my grandma said she call me t wake but i told her i skipping sch today WHEN I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER I DID WAKE UP & TELL HER THAT OR EVEN TALK TO HER. Lol! I know is like, omfg :/
I didn't even rmb i did talk t her la X_______X'
&& In the past when i was in sec sch, i rmb too my mum slapped me every morning before she goes to work to wake me up. Slapped my face, painful can. 
& my uncle, kicked my leg to make me wake. Is not that i cannot wake but it's just that i will keep on delaying. You ask me to wake, i will say 5 more mins ): 10 more mins ): & so on.
That is why, i nearly kana DEBAR during sememster1 :/
I'm always late. But if it's someone who means alot to me call me to wake, i confirm will wake. Natural reaction, yeah?
Back to what i was saying, after dance went north canteen to eat w/ th rest.
Then went off to AMK hub w/ venalie & doreen.
Then, i acc doreen all the way to cityhall & trained back alone bounce back frm marina bay.
How sweet right? :/ HAHA.
Went back home & saw my niece :D


She loves star alot (:
Twinkle twinkle little star~


-I miss ...............

9:06 PM


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Friday, October 24, 2008


& TADA! I'm back again.  
Actually should be, my blog is OPEN now. 
Previously is private cause i somehow couldn't trust anyone now. 
Don't know uh, my brain wire abit siao already. Lol.
I finally understand what you mean. 
You see, i'm tht type where you have to tell me then i will understand(:
I hope things will be better now. 
These few days, not feeling really well. 
Past few days, breathing difficutly ): & i dragged my bag home from sch after drawing lessons at esplanade. & i didn't went for photography lessons the next day at raffles. 
Missed school for two days :/ Well, can say really miss alot of things esp 3D max. 
The module i hate most. Yes, i am a total noob at that ):
Alot of schoolwork not yet done, still blur at many things. 
Lost my note book in sch =.= that's the worst thing which happen when sch starts. 
My timetable's even inside can. & things i wrote for 3D animation. 
Gah, forget it. 
Today went Partyworld singing w/ sis & cousin after school.
Some pictures of my sister & me. I'm lazy to load all=.=


11:56 PM


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Saturday, October 18, 2008


Pictures from yetserday's post which i haven't load before i go to today's. :D
Don't get shocked, yes you didn't look wrongly. 
It's condom packaging :/ Lecturer Mark's company advertising something abt this course, but the packaging and other things are totally like real condom-.-
He gave out these when i just nice came back from the toilet.
& I was like thinking, why the hell he giving out condoms? O.O
&& how the hell he got so much money to buy each and everyone of us a condom LOL.
Then we realised it's.. when we read the things inside. HA. Cute.
Anyway this module, advertising concept is th most interesting one so far.
Although it's still.. yeahhs. All modules are boring. Is just that, there will be boring and SIBEH boring one. This module is boring only. :/ LOL. 
But i think Mrjames's lessons are always nice(:
Just don't know luh! i find that the advertisment he found is like so interesting,
although ** lecturer mark is a tv producer in US. Sounds like, WAH those kind. But i still feel like sleeping when he showed us his works?
Pictures w/ Hazellee, guixinnnn, daphlove(:





I went dance etxra practice too after sch.
Used my laptop t camwhore :D:D




Yeahhhhs~ Back to today.
I was nearly late for dance today in the morning X.X
Normally i will ask cheryl to morning call me cause i CONFIRM CHOPCHOP cannot wake one. 
Then normally, i will put my hp beside me so tht when she call, it will vibrate very strongly. 
But ytd i charged my hp & i think it auto off when it's full batt-.-
Cheryl couldnt contact m through hp. BUT LUCKILY, i told her if i didnt answer her call, call my hse. Hees :D
SOSO, yeah i still wake up in time la :D
I was quite dissapointed today.. HA, nevermind.
Anyway we practiced salsa, chacha, rumba & rock and roll.
I like chacha :D:D:D:D OMG. LOL-.-'
RUMBA, i cmi, my face won't have any expression.
I look at other people, wah so got feel, they dance till asif they're like in love.
But, i can't .
Then, after dance, went mac dapao.
HA, okay my appetite was kind of good today :D
Went practice awhile, saw fb outside & saw diane. But daphne was not there. 
After practice lk ard 4, doreen cheryl me & peisha went off. They meeting angela gng out while i and peisha went bck yishun. Went aunt house have dinner & i knew, my grandma did cooked :/
Nevermind laa, went northpoint w aunt they all after that, till like 9+, reach home at 10+.
Bought my swimming costume lk finally cause my old one, cannot fit in luh! D:
tml, swimming after church.

I HAVE A NEW SIGN W/ CHERYL WHENEVER WE MEET :D:D
wave, V, ding ding *.* LOL, nvm if you dont understand. Hee :D



-Missing someone isn't like how long you've seen him/her.
Is how you wish him/her being by your side whenever you need.

10:48 PM


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