Hello people!

I just reach home nt long ago ):

went chinatown js now w/ relative & cousins aft sch & after awhile of dance only. 

damm tired. & the worst thing today is,

i standing in mrt sleeping & sleep till my legs like jerk. lol.

like macham leg soft like that. too tired already.

i slept like 4plus gng 5 am ytd ):

drawing stupid trees drawings. 

btu it's all worth it, mr james say it's nice & he like :)

pictures first before i start t rant about something awwww ):

Dued pictures la :/ 

This is when doreen ho weijing came my house & dance. 

Ha. Ha. Ha! 

Actually she asked me to pose 4 times ugly poses. & she also will pose then i will upload both of us duh ugly faces. But, only upload hers hahaha! hers still cute lor :/ mine is really gui lian :/

Anyway this girl is so sweet that day. Haha. 

Never fail to make me laugh :)

Today :D

Look at my long hair. ;/ HAHA :/ HEHHH magic :/ 

I am so damm high today lol.

Later then tell you why i got so long hair, suddenly :/ don't scroll down first la.

Anyway i think i look so kuku in all pictures lol!

With my retarded face & expressions.

My drawings! too long luh th paper. Hahaha.

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I didnt had any hair extension. Lol.

It's daphne's hair behind me. 

We professional right! cant see her at all when she stand behind me. 

thats why people think i extend hair. LOL! :D

This pic, sample yi xia la :) LOL. 

I love this fake long hair of ''mine'' :D !

Hee :/

Last thing before i start my ranting.

The advertising concept, our idea can leh !

daphne will promote me as a latin dancer, i will promote her as a hiphop dancer.

we are supposed to advertise & promote our grp partner :D

mr james say can :D:D diff type of dance.

haha, we cnnt think of anything & we just anyhow crap say nia then this idea turned out, can :)

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Rantings ~

_|_ to my cousin. 

I will just show one bitch face to those who say drawing is easy or something.

my whole day is so okay & why must they spoil it & piss me off?

I dnt understand why man.

You all ask me why am i so tired.

I said nicely that i was rushing my hwrk & drawings and i slpt at 4 plus gng 5 am.

You people said i deserve it cause i must be there slowly drawing.

Eh hello, if you all think drawing is that easy & it's those kind whereby i ask you t draw you cn straight away draw out sth, go ahead, come t my course i challenge w/ you. 

Wtf man? How can they like that say me?

& somemore you ppl called me t ask me go chinatown meet.

i said AWHILE MORE.

i didn't say i am NOT GOING.

but you just replied me, my words cnnt be trusted, if i am w/ my friends i won't fucking care abt you all. & hey? why doubt me?

I said, awhile mre means awhile mre. 

I called you people saying i wna talk t aunt.

& you said don't give you attitude. wtf is wrong w/ you man?

i talked t you nicely can.

don't want, forget it.

i can talk t ppl like a fucking bytch if you force me to.

ANYWAY P/S : I HATE PEOPLE WHO DON'T TRUST ME . 

to anybody thats reading my blog or sth, i don't like being doubted.

& ***also ps/ : playing w. me is alright, joking but nt too over please.

to everyone.

enough of ranting, tml wil be gng pasir ris after my dance & swimming w/ BE people! :D

haven't pack my clothes yet.

& nt even bath :/

ciao!

just look at th number of posts i posted. 

okay, maybe you shld look at how long & how long in btwn i post another one.

it's like so short a time.

i am bored. 

i fall alseep while drawing just now & wokeup, amy sister talked  me on msn then she intro me a taiwan blog shop, is like so damm bloody cheap can! & it's nice somemore. 

i saw alot of bags i like ):

i am just so in love w/ BROWN colour bags. idk why. 

just look so nice to me :)

Yes! this bf tee, i wanted to have one very very very long ago. 

but don't have th money ):

& this bag i think it's nice. * P/s to me la :)

got brown one too :D but th black one looks nice. 

the brown bag i like luh! although its damm simple but idk i js told you ppl i fall in love w/ brown bags! :D

OhOh the necklaces are very nice! :/

Look at th camera! so nice la my gawd! ):

I WANT THE CAMERA DDDD:

Anybody can do it, so i am doing now :/

Somehow like gng back to sec sch o level art, drawing & developing .

ZZZZZZzzzxsz! 

How that chia ming hong do that in msn !

I can call myself a dumbo alrdy-.-

Anyone knows how to copy other people's dp into theirs?

Wth, everyone knows? or isit i am just a noob :/

Mh was like saying he got, & he can put but i dnt believe.

He send me th pic halfway he cancelled th sending. 

2 times leh he did that! how can i believe he rly got. when he keep cancelling. 

Lol, if any people is me confirm also will think he bluff one right! else why he cancelled.

I don't believe all th way. I thought i was kana tricked la!

But in th end really got-.- Walao! I felt so dumb man today, all thanks t him. 

I was still saying if he bluffed me, i will blogged abt this liar!

ZZZZZ, i was damm dumb today! Gawd!

but anyway, sch work still suck.

looking at my previous nov post, no progress at all.

i know there is such thing as self motivation. 

but i don't have any & idk why, just no drive in studying. 

Haha but i am trying nt t let sch work affect my mood :/

Gonna stay in sch today till very late i guess. 

Okay, 3d max lesson now, ciao!

:)

Changed settings.

Can only see 1 post in my blog a day.

Lol, i think it looks neater :/

Thinking of yesterday, 

really no eyes to see for myself.

how can i be like that man.

i am hopeless already. near to.

honestly, yesterday i was feeling damm low bec of some things.  

i really got no mood to talk to anyone. 

not even my friends, good friends.

not even those people who are always by my side. 

i am so dissapointed at myself.

when my friends asked if i am okay, i didn't even have th mood to reply them. 

i just wna stay and not going anywhere. 

suddenly, i feel like stopping at that point of my life. 

p/s : it's not like i wna die or what, it's just that i am feeling so tired.

of eveything. 

at that point, i feel like givingup things i have or don't.

i don't want anything already.

i don't want to even have any dreams or hopes or whatever shit.

i just wna be alone. 

i think i need some time alone. 

anyway, now i am awake already.

there's no point being so sad everytime bec of this & that. 

there's not even time for us to be sad over things.

cause there are too many things we're feeling unhappy w/.

i should be happy. 

& to think so much. 

i am too sensitive & i think really alot. 

i am trying hard not to be like this. 

i am trying now not t make myself till like this.

(:

sch have been really suck. like shit. fuck.

5 modules, all got alot of hwrk, fuck can?

some lecturers are really like fuckers. 

i don't hate them if they don't do anything evil to us.

thinking what tht lecturer do in sems 1, feel like just teling him,

mother fucker you.

I don't scold vulgar. but those lecturers are really pissing me off.

what advantage they get man? 

why they like to see us fail man? 

enough of tht in sems1. 

but, advertising concepts, we got hwrk.

to promote our grp partner. either draw or sth la, whatever shit. 

3d, still images, mine is like sai.

short narrative, got drawings & etc. 

i was absent for tht day when they went botanic garden to draw sth or whatever.

okay, forget it i'm js gonna anyhw draw one shit tree. 

typography, omg that's worst. don't wna say abt it alrdy.

last the fuckkkkkkk shit worst worst worst thing. 

another project, 10clips. rebel thingy. 

wtf man? everytimne after 1 project which lasts very long, we wil have 1 wk free of projects before th next one comes up.

but this time, wtffffff.

we havent even rest can. 

its dued on friday for first 5 clips.

& today is WEDNESDAY. 

I did nothing at all. havent started a single shit. 

Okay, whatever.

-.- i'm tired & sick of eveyting.

I was feeling really damm down just now. 

Need someone to talk to & wake me up D:

I'm finally awake. 

Tthis time i am not gonna make myself like that.

I must be happier, no point being so sad everytime. (:

We continued learning jive today. 

Haha, & everyone's legs are like aching like hell alrdy after sat's jive & conditioning class.

Jive can kill people's leg, really! But, it's fun also ha! We have turns across the floor battle like that time. Ahhh. I ate antibiotics & it made me giddy. First few sets of turns was still okay one but it turned out more & more worst lol. 

Damm, got no eyes to see for myself la.

Stupid Ass antibiotic! 

Nevermind, after that jive & lalala, fun. 

Ha. Ha. Ha! 

Okay, anybody realised my blog is changed to white colour! ZZZZ.

Cause that Happy minghong say red colour hurts his eyes when reading.

Red is sexy okay! But red is ren jia de fave colour ):

& how can, tag me without reading my blog! 

My blog is nice to read one hokay :/ so must read luh & tag ma!

See see, changed white colour because of you so you must superb ultra GAN XIE WO!

Better tag me with a gan xie taggggg. 

lol, off to bath :)

i must see a nice nice gan xie wo de tag after i come out from bath!

Pictures of vic's bday & few of performance one. This post will be reupdated cause there's still some pictures not here yet, sending off dance preseident de pictures still not here. 

Some pictures during Victoria & alicia's 21st birthday party at changi beach club.  

Just back home from changi beach club, victoria's bday party.

It was awesome man. In the end become like dance floor. 

Really awesome, th place, their celebration, the feel there. Everything is just, perfect la. 

Okay, tired. In th morning some of us gng t t send our dance president off.

Night. 

Don't know why feeling so siannn & moody in bus ):

Nvm, i gng t slp now. 

OhOh, I was rly dumb enough to NOT SAVE my working file of 3d max ):

We're supposed to handin one yesterday & one after you refine it today.

But, i convert & render my old one in movie file alrdy & i didn't never save. I forget.

I totally forget i need tht file still.

Mr david asked me to go next door tht lab t check agn in th comp.

Th thing is i didn't even 'save'. Is nt even possible la. 

Moral of th story? I don't nd t refine alrdy. Die lor. Luckily Mr yantien not here today. 

I slcaked all the way during 3d max doing nothing, looking at other people's one so nice. 

I no eyes to see my own one. Sian till i finished the whole pack of sweet guixin bought. 

Damm nice, blog the pic tml. 

After that, we had break frm 12 to 2.30. 

CONGRATS MAN, i have headache on th while back cause,

we went amk hawker t eat & we walked there under th hot sun ):

come back, jialat have headache. pain till i cnnt.

daphne called to ask me help her print tht statement of absence cause she have he FB productions roadshow. Sharifah too. Went pass her. & watched FB dance & battle too. Haha. 

Super dope i swear la. they were like so high. 

& daphne's bf, 'salsa' a little. wah, eh got potential leh i think he cn shake better then me. lol.

Watch FB battle till i didnt went back t mr eric lessson. 

anyway i also dont like tht lecturer. 

Bleh.

Sis & me :D

Okay, went meet my sis after her dance & 

after my dance performance in sch yesterday.

& also after doreen  & peisha came my house t wash her hair. haha.

& they went off & my sis & i headed back to nyp mac for dinner. lol.

mei says she feel so OUT in nyp. cause she doesnt belongs t nyp. 

lol, cmon man its like open to public, somehow. anywayyyyyyysxz.

thankyou sis for treating me that blueberry cheese cake. awesome :D:D

Today after sch, went holland V cold rock for ice cream yummy. Hazel treat me :D

omg, haha i'm damm happy la (:

Chatting w/ her all th way & yah back home. 

Today sch was fine :D

But project coming up agn. -.-

it is '' creative nonsense ''.

10clips t do. CRAZY can? ):

I don't know who to trust now. 

Seriously. 

wish me goodluck. lol.

yesterday, was damm fucking dissapointed w/ myself.

i don't know. 

I did really tried but it's still..

Someone should just slap me & let me cry & wake. ):

ANYWAY, It's DAPHNE LOVE'S BIRTHDAY TODAY :D

I've blogged & wished her in my previous post (:

Happybirthday girl! :)

Be happy always yeah, haha :D

Happybirthday t her twin too,

(:

I'm bck home. Pics of me & guixin nt uploaded yet. No mood now.

Fucking dissapointed w/ myself.

Can somebody just slap me?

):

Anyway, it's 10.40 pm now. 

1 hr & 20mins more to daphne's birthday.

Sorry daphne, i actually intend to blog at 12am. 

But i don't have th mood now, feeling very low now. 

Still, wish you happy birthday (:

Hope you will like the present i give you tml. & seeyou in sch tml loveyou!

Daphne shall be a happygirl always! :D

FUNNY PICTURES TODAY!

I'm feeling wtf de bored can ! ): In school nua-ing ):

Have t wait till 6.30pm then got dance rehearsal. 

Lessons after break is last minute cancelled. ):

Then is studio time. But then, nvr mark attendance lor. 

Okay, daphne and myself both agree this picture i'm like JUST KANA RAP. LOL.

Acting retarded (:

Acting guaikia la! (:

Acting like.. HAHAHA! 

Siao zarbohhhhhhhs.

This picture is normal deh lehhh.

Shoes are smelling nice. lol. & it even taste so nice that daphne wna bite it. -.-

ACTING LIKE TYPICAL AH LIANS. HAHAHA! this is what those ah lians will do right? LOL!

ACTING LIKE AH LIANS ACTING CUTE. But seriously, we not cute act till very cham siol.

AHAHAHA! this pic is me & guixin during first lesson 3d max ); 

DOUBLE SIANSATION I SWEAR. 

Luckily that ____ is not here.