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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Hello people.Changed settings. Can only see 1 post in my blog a day. Lol, i think it looks neater :/
Thinking of yesterday, really no eyes to see for myself. how can i be like that man. i am hopeless already. near to. honestly, yesterday i was feeling damm low bec of some things. i really got no mood to talk to anyone. not even my friends, good friends. not even those people who are always by my side. i am so dissapointed at myself. when my friends asked if i am okay, i didn't even have th mood to reply them. i just wna stay and not going anywhere.
suddenly, i feel like stopping at that point of my life. p/s : it's not like i wna die or what, it's just that i am feeling so tired. of eveything. at that point, i feel like givingup things i have or don't. i don't want anything already. i don't want to even have any dreams or hopes or whatever shit. i just wna be alone. i think i need some time alone.
anyway, now i am awake already. there's no point being so sad everytime bec of this & that. there's not even time for us to be sad over things. cause there are too many things we're feeling unhappy w/. i should be happy. & to think so much. i am too sensitive & i think really alot. i am trying hard not to be like this. i am trying now not t make myself till like this. (:
sch have been really suck. like shit. fuck. 5 modules, all got alot of hwrk, fuck can? some lecturers are really like fuckers. i don't hate them if they don't do anything evil to us. thinking what tht lecturer do in sems 1, feel like just teling him, mother fucker you. I don't scold vulgar. but those lecturers are really pissing me off. what advantage they get man? why they like to see us fail man? enough of tht in sems1. but, advertising concepts, we got hwrk. to promote our grp partner. either draw or sth la, whatever shit. 3d, still images, mine is like sai. short narrative, got drawings & etc. i was absent for tht day when they went botanic garden to draw sth or whatever. okay, forget it i'm js gonna anyhw draw one shit tree. typography, omg that's worst. don't wna say abt it alrdy. last the fuckkkkkkk shit worst worst worst thing. another project, 10clips. rebel thingy. wtf man? everytimne after 1 project which lasts very long, we wil have 1 wk free of projects before th next one comes up. but this time, wtffffff. we havent even rest can. its dued on friday for first 5 clips. & today is WEDNESDAY. I did nothing at all. havent started a single shit. Okay, whatever. -.- i'm tired & sick of eveyting.
6:04 PM
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