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Saturday, November 8, 2008


-I know it will not end.
That feeling for you is still the same.
All this while.


Hiihiiiieeeee(:
Went cca in the morning, initially meeting doreen earlier but after tht peisha forget t bring sth so we both waited for her. But we were still punctual. & we were like, doreen first time so early lo. Ha. Ha. Ha! 
Today was the full dress rehearsal for first day lunch time performers.
Gawd, seeing them dance chacha, i'm full of envy-ness! ):
I was not choosen to dance chacha. & among all the people who is always around during the learning of chacha, i was the only one who is not choosen. 
Mine was second day R & R & rumba. 
Ah, like damm sad but what could i do. Maybe i didn't dance well enough.
I feel like damm 'odd one out' at that moment because everyone was rehearsing chacha & i was the only one not. I mean how will you feel if it was you D:
Confirm will be like damm disspointed w/ yrself one right & feeling damm upset. 
Of course i understand it's not like you come everytime and you will have the chance t perform or what, but imagine if you were me, standing there seeing other people who are always w/ you ard when learning chacha now they're dancing & rehearsing chacha except you. Except you eh. 
Wah, i feel rly damm odd one out.
I like chacha, & its the only dance i learn it faster then other dances. But, uh guess i wasn't good enough. I ta-bu-lei-tahan leh ): so envy so envy so envy! 
& thinking back thurs performance i was also taken out because one of the girl's partner is injured. uh all these cnnt help thinking i'm so .. shi bai man.
Anyway, okay nevermind luh. 
After that they rehearse second day de awhile. HAHAHA! damm funny. lol.
then after dance, celebrate senior, timothy's birthday.
That birthday is nice. Ha. Ha. Ha. Taste dammm nice :D lol.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY! Ha!
After that, some people went swim & suntan. 
me too, but i didn't know they will swim today. 
So some of us wore our black tube & tights only. 
Lol, me uh i wore like that & i don't care luh jump in. Like so despo to going in swimming pool.
After that, went suntan, suntan till sleep-.-' 
but like so shuang, ha! really sleep, by th time i wake, my tights is almost dry & my hair is like almost dry alrdy luh! So cool. lol. -.-' But my back is red ahhhh ><
Yah i didnt know they swim so of cus didnt bring my shirt & all tht. 
Borrowed peiru's towel & stuffs. Ha!
When we were done & gng back, guess what ):
I lost my ezlink card-.-' DUH.
I suddenly think back, i think i left it on the mac's tray ):
It's not th first time i did this ):
Forget it, Went bring doreen to yishun to buy some things & she ate dinner at my aunt's house :D Ha. Ha. Ha! (: Then acc her t mrt & back home. 
Mum knew i lost my card, nag like siao. 
THEN NOW, okay my mum & dad is quarrelling again.
Fcking noisy. Okay it wasnt them quarrelling, in fact my mum was silent. I just keep hearing my dad's fcking talking. My brother was like, i feel like boxing & slappping him. 
And i was like, Ooo forget it, what can we do, i can't be bothered w/ my dad alrdy what. 



- I still _______ you ):


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