I cannot go to sleep &.
Suddenly, thought of why my dad have to be like this.Cause i really don't understand.
Mum has already gave in so much.
No matter wtf you say, she just kept quiet.
She doesn't want things to become worst.
She would always be the one giving in & you just fucking take it for granted.
Don't you think you're doing it too over?
Like, really fucking OVER?
We saw, we hear & we kept quiet.
We wanted to talk back to you but we just couldn't.
Yes, you are our dad. Does it mean that we have t respect you just because of that?
Hello, take a look at yrself first, are you even worth being respected?
I know you've changed alot as compared to the past.
Why must you still grumble so much? Even small little things like moving house?
It's been quite some time & you still? I know you don't like.
But you must at least know how to think right, c'mon how old are you already.
Do you have the money to support us & pay for a big house and everything like in the past?
We're nt in the past you know? After so many things had happened..
You don't speak so much if you don't have the ability.
I don't mind you grumbling if you can be like mum.
You are not at all. You're not even half of her.
Although i admit i'm not someone who knows how to save money properly but at least i understand. I understand everything & i know what she have done for our family.
How about you, you just know how to give fucking excuses.
Sometimes, i don't know whether to believe you anot.
You keep complaining that we're looking down on you. We're not.
You do things that made us look down on you.
Can you just please think carefully what you should do?
Other people can, i don't see why you cannot.
If that day. it wasn't me stopping bro, there will alrdy be disaster.
We don't HATE you, you know? We always try to believe you can change. To a better one.
I trust you too. Once. & now, you made us lost that little trust in you.
Can you please.. learn from others.
I know you're lazy in nature. So many years have passed, can't you even sacrifice a little for the faimly? Just a little will do(?).
I remembered in th past when some things happen & you just don't just give it a damm.
Can you just change for the sake of us?