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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

There's a change in partnering & stuffs.

& i'm not performing for the one this thursday.

Can't help being dissapointed & upset w/ myself.

but.. its okay. ha.

Anyway, this is super random.

I really admire my mum alot. She have been so strong for all these years.

All that she've gone through. Her sickness. Everything by her own.

She kept everything to herself.

No matter what my dad do, say or treat her, she's still so strong.

& i really admire her. Why can't i be the same as her?

How i wish i was her.

I've told her before, if it's me, i would rather die & end everything.

This sounds so dumb. I wna be like her, so strong.

Not tearing in front of anybody.

Although i didn't say out/ express out anything, but in my heart ;

I rly admire her.

1:30 AM