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LECTURERS SPOIL MY DAY ):
Wednesday, December 31, 2008


What can i say? I just don't like most of th teachers in our school. They simply spoil my mood. Totally. Please. So what man? Lecturers big? Yah so means they don't have to set a good example? Being fkcing sarcastic, enough of it man. & Explain yr things properly la every lecturer. Asif is i listen wrongly. Enough man, suck.

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很失敗.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008


Dance assessment. Only can blame myself. Couldn't even balance for th prep. My hand & everything is even worst. Im sucha failure man. i have no eyes to even see my results. I think a young kid can balance even more better then me, even an animal can balance better then me. The scene of me going to fall down from my prep keep running in my head. I look like a dumb idiot then i think. Feel like stiching my mouth now. 


11:32 PM


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FIRST DAY IN SCH IS BORING .


WOAH. RIGHT. ITS REALLY BIG IN REAL. 
Okay, new classroom pics below in this post later :X
& GET PREPARED TO SEE WHAT RANDY GIVE FOR XMAS PRESENT.


Okay, Hohoho. Gonna upload pictures & pictures. 
Before pictures of my new classroom let you see my losy 3d work during lesson time. 

Haha okay i know it's very lame -.-
New classroom w/ a super big poster of our class -.-
That MGBD poster is real big one okay, anyway it's kind of sad cause some of the people in th poster dropped out of sch long ago. This picture was taken after our very first project ):
Some of our works. Can spot mine? :D sry pic is v small .__.

Are you prepared to see the best present i had ever recieved? :D LOL.
I shall zoom in to the toilet roll for you people to see :)
Ohyah neyway good that there's chocolate hohoho.
Zoom in :)
Randy is ALWAYS ADVERTISING HIS BLOG -.-
Okay now i advertise, randyys.blogspot.com GO READ GO READ lol.
The second pic, ''VERY HARD TO WRITE ON THIS YOU KNOW''.
Hahaha lol i laughed while seeing this. 
I think i can write better (: lol!
Signature & 2 sweets sticking on it .___.
LOL! Lame. Okay la, CREATIVE :D LOL!
Cannot stop laughing.
This is given by jasmine (:
Ohyah anyway, i didnt went for my cliques exchange present day cause i was having high fever that time and so yah i got randy's present. Super creative present.
Still got chocolate so okay ahaha. 
But i guess i won't go and use the toilet roll, i will just put it somewhere.
I mean, no one will go give toilet roll right! It's so, SHOCKING.
This was given by victoria(: 
Candle. Flower pattern, so sorry i didn't edit & my hp cam is losy. 
Cannot see the pic properly.

Okay, byeeees. 
Dance assessment tonight
(:


3:46 PM


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So bored in class. Typography lesson now.
I nearly couldn't wake for school today, was super tired.
Guixin morning call me as usual, i keep texting her ''5 more minutes'', ''5 more minutes''......
In the end, forget it i wake.
Feeling so cold today in the morning, normally i won't feel it this way.
Yesterday night, was also feeling cold.
Today morning, super special i wear my jacket out, like going fall sick deh feeling. Is not in aircon room those kind of cold Z___Z
Neywayyyy,
Y'know, i hate wearing jacket the most cause i hate hot weathers. Seriously hate sweating.
I really hate hot weathers alot alot, how i hope i am living in genting. LOL.
OKay, back to class.
I am pissed loh, everytime typo lesson.
8.30am start, but that 2 lecturers would sure be there talking among themselves, like having some private conversation.
Damm they lor. Lesson start at 8.30am eh, they there doing nothing wasting our time.
I might as well don't come so early for school.
The previous lesson, they waste like 1 hour letting us do nothing then asked us if we had rest enough.
Somemore, the way they speak is in a sarcastic way. C'mon man, we didn't even say we wna rest.
Want us rest, might as well also start the lesson at 8.30am sharp & END EARLIER. Makes sense? -.-
I seriously don't like some of the lecturers, the way they do things. Shucks like hell.
Then now, i doing nothing. Blogging.
They really very guo fen, that 2 typo lecturers.

Shall not use the word hate.

11:38 AM


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I am in class now, 3d max lesson.
Super sian-ness.
Fave song currently, running in my brain now :D lol!



''Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of
Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of
I already know what my addiction is
I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love''.


Ohyah before i forget, i will blog about randy's xmas present tonight. Plus pictures okay.
Waittttttt.
Woah, best present i have ever recieved -.- lol.
Back to class, buhbye.

11:38 AM


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):


Why does it suddenly seems like a never ending for me. 

12:51 AM


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TSK.
Monday, December 29, 2008


Damm, sch is starting tml.
Still lost in the forest of sch work. 
& Yes, i really didn't do anything during holidays regarding this course. 
Except for the glamour photos. 
& anyway thanks to sis today(: Y'know, i know :D (L)
Dance today. 
Omg, i stomach ache & really is what the hack.     ?!?!
What's wrong w/ my stomach man.
I fever also okay already, can't my body give me some peace. 
Almost every night stomach ache, can i just change my body w/ some strong people.
I danced the jive till i like seeing stars already, damm ): Wthhhh ):
I am so afraid tht people wil think i don't feel like dancing, actually IS WAS NOT! IT WAS NOT ): Is js stupid gidyness. Yeah bt i know i sure wasnt th only one feeling giddy.
Okay, Tml's dance assessment.
Okay bye, i am feeling abit sick now. Zzzzzzz.
Nononononono way, awhile more it will be better. NO WAY. 
Bye,




11:24 PM


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School starting equals to boring.


Hello.
Wokeup at 6am in th morning feel like puking-.- but slpt back at 7am.
Wokeup at 10.30 am today, th actual time lol!
Guess what time i slept last night? 9.30pm man! :D
Shiok leh, very long nvr so early sleep already. 
I was having high fever few days ago and now just okay so have to sleep earlier but i also didn't expect myself to sleep so early last night. I was just feeling so freaking tired after coming back from malacca. Anyway if i am 'online' yesterday night, actually i'm not. Lol.
My brother was using my lappy while i was sleeping. 
Now to think, i haven't start a single shit on holidays schwork. 
& tml sch is starting again-.-
Omg die man. I know there's only one word for me. Die.
Seriously i cannot survive sememster2. 
Is not that i never spend time on this course. 
Is i DON'T LIKE WHAT I'M DOING IN THIS COURSE.
Okay, for MOST of the things i did in this course. 
But i have been thinking for very long, really.
I felt that i am so useless, wasting my mum's money but i don't dare to tell her i feel like dropping out of this course. I am afraid she will be very very dissapointed in me ):
I know she would. That's why i didn't tell her i am feeling more & more dead in this course. 
I am feeling so damm guilty & Totally lost.

Anyway, in th morning, went to read the things about ;
Cosmoprof Singapore's Most established & Prestigious Makeup Academy.
The things in th envelope, which we took when we went there to search makeup products for our cca openhouse.
Now find it damm cool! Saw the courses they had. Woahhhhh super cool lor.
I am attracted t the course;
Photogenic, Brida,l Fashion, Makeup & Hairstyling diploma. 
Omg super cool super cool super cool! :X
Woah thats full time course man. The course fee is like $2,835.50. But they got give the free things, The free makeup Kit which costs $1372.25.
I think it's really super cool laaaaaaaaa. Not bad leh ;X
If only i got the money & i can go study that. 

I don't know why, i am so afraid that i will have fever again. 
I had high fever that day & i didnt went to see doctor, i just ate own medicine for 2days. lol.
Slept so long, actually i am still feeling a little tired. 
No school today, school tml-.-
Hwrk all not done. Die die die die. 
Can go bang wall alrdy. I don't know what to do. 

Dance in th evening. 


11:33 AM


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I AM BACK :D
Sunday, December 28, 2008


HELLO I AM BACK FROM MALACCA :D

First first, it wasn't really nice being in malacca this time.
Feeling freaking irritated there by some of th TAXI DRIVER'S ATTITUDE & SERVICE. 
& I was having high fever there. Suck eh?
Before going to malacca that day, i was having high fever in the middle of the night. 
& i think i am super ''ham chee'' :/ Cause when i was taking my temperature and it keeps raising to 38.2 degrees & it's still raising. & i don't dare to see my own temperature alrdy so i quickly take it off & went bath-.- Super ''ham chee'' la-.-
Went cousin's house took medicine & next day when we're gng malacca, feeling better.
But, the weather there really like fuck leh! Is super hot. 
& THE VERY WORST THING IS WHEN WE JUST REACH MALACCA.
When we just reached malacca & gng to the makota hotel. I realised it's the same hotel when i went there for geography trip in sec2. okay yeah.
We cab-ed there. W/ relatives & all total we have like 3 taxis. 
The taxi i'm in is like fuckkkkk fuckkkkk fuckkkkk, seriously.
That malay guy, fuck himself la. He really like shit. I feel like taking my shit to put onto his face. Stupid idiot dumb fuckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. 
He scoleded & shouted at my ah ma when she went wrong to my aunt's thr that cab.
Like that, nevermind. 
The way he talked t us is like screaming at us & scolding us.
This one, NEVERMIND.
His cab no aircon spoil, still scold us.
Okay nevermind.
My mum dont know how open wrong his cab window, he scold my mum stupid. 
NEVERMIND FINE.
Then he drive halfway, went refill oil. Cab no oil. The way he talk still very YA YA. 
THIS ONE OKAY NEVERMIND NEVERMIND.
I feel so hot, i having fever, open his can door when he stop to refill oil. He scold me why open his door, he slam the door back to close. 
THIS ONE, OKAY OKAY OKAY FINE I ACCEPT OKAY.
Then, he smoke in his cab.
FUCK LEH, FINE. 
He say sporeans those girls are dumb & lazy. 
FINE, WHAT ABOUT HIM MAN. 
Then, he keep asking for more money, say nvr earn those. 
FUCK HIMSELF LA. 
He keep scolding ''NABAH CHEE BAI''.
Scold himself better la.

That's why i am super angry, i keep '' this cab is fucking hot''.
FUCK FUCK FUCK. I don't care. I purposely use my bag to cover my face.
He said sporeans are like that always aircon aircon & he started telling one story saying last time he married a spore wife. Dumb & lazy. Divorce alrdy.
I was thinking, must be his attitude sucks like hell also can. I don't care alrdy man, i just keep scolding him fuck. && HIS CAB IS LIKE SAI MAN.
WHOLE TOP OF CAB IS FULL OF CARTOON STICKERS. 
& IS REALLY FULL OLAY. LOOK UP, ALL STICKERS. 
He think it's very nice seh? Like sai okay.
Enough of this thing, i hate that malay taxi driver man. 

& our room in that hotel is like sai also. 
The aircon IS NOT WORKING. EVEN AFTER my mum tell them 3 times.
& they said it's done. Each time we went out and back to check, it's still th same! like storeroom so super hot & warm. The bath tub is dirty like shit also. toilet bowl water flow like so dmam bloody slow. the fan outside also slow like saiiiiii. 
Then mid night, our room everything went BLACK OUT -.-
That person gave us the portable cold air one. 
Then the manager said give us a free buffet ticket. 
Cause the whole day our room alot problems. 

The only good thing is the pasa malam there at night we went. 
Totally different from spore's one(:
& CHEAP LIKE HELL LEH! :D
Bought some things.
The only good thing is really only shopping there, cheapppp la really.
Pictures, in sis cam again. Upload only if i got them. Lazy still.
Anyway my niece is like worm in the bus to malacca -.- Walao, can't imagine when we go genting during new yr. & by then, we have more ppl & relatives total like gng 20 ppl.
Oh, not looking forward anyway.
Byeeeee.

P/s I am addicted to fergie's song, labels or love.
I keep singing in bus :/

8:20 PM


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Friday, December 26, 2008


I HAVE HIGH FEVER ! )))):

11:07 PM


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WILL BE AT MALACCA FROM TML. 
I AM NOT ALLOWED TO USE LAPPY TODAY. 
Alot reasons, byeeeeeee. 

6:19 PM


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2009 FASTER COME PLEASEEEEEEEEEE.


Edited.

Morning; I just wokeup :/
& My eye hurts, i am feeling a little giddy.
& I am feeling a little cold. Is my hands which is feeling cold ):
What the hack loh. Yesterday night also cannot sleep well, my whole body aches like crazy. Really aches, suan till i cannot tahan. I stretch here and there but it's still the same.
Anyway my mum's sick so she's not working today. 
Die luh loh? Tomorrow we going malacca luh. 
Still not sure if i can go to exchange presents w/ my cliques today at cwp. 
It's very last minute. Plus, my mum's sick. I am afraid my aunt will nag at me again saying that i always go out and never stay at home w/ family members.  I think i cannot go meet them luh. 
But later on, gng sch awhile. after tht aunt ask me to help takecare of my niece.
Pictures frm yesterday of my niece again, didnt upload finish.
She's cute. 


Byeeeee.


11:27 AM


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Random & full of shit post :X


I am feeling so bored now again & I feel like blogging.
But, i got nothing interesting to blog, eh i admit too my blog isn't interesting too normally.
Lol but i really feel like blogging something now. 
I think i am used to posting alot of posts in one day.
Oh i dyed my hair to dark red or something on tuesday before i went dance.
Ha. Ha. Ha. But i guess nobody realised i did redye cause it isn't obvious at all.
I think guys w/ black hair is nicer, haha no offence but just my opinion.
If guys were to style their hair nicely, black colour also quite nice man.
I think this post would be super random enough!
Christmas is over already. 12.18pm now. & Yiling is still so bored!
Anyone intro me some games please or something!
I played ferryhalim.com's games finish already. I tried every game. 
Oh yah, i went to do alot quiz w/ michelle yesterday cause i was also too bored.
It was like this, we went do the same quiz then come back in msn to tell each other our answer or whatever result done in quiz. & Yeah..
IT WAS MY LAME IDEA I KNOW :X
&& my cousin wanted to lend me the show, adventure of hello kitty & friends.
But i forget to take home! what the hellllll can?!
But okay, don't laugh at me for watching hello kitty ;x
Periods is making my stomach still so uncomfortable! ): 
My neck aches man! so pain. & headache again. Wtf .___.
Fall alseep just now only but then wake up again cause my neck hurts alot that i cannot sleep properly -.- Fine man, cnnt sleep, i stay awake for my tv show later! at 1 am -.-
Fine, fine fine. Lol(!). 
P/s stop laughing at me for watching hello kitty, it's cute okay. 
& i know this post is SERIOUSLY RANDOMMMM. 
Full of shit. 

12:01 AM


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圣誕節快樂!:D edited. 11.30pm
Thursday, December 25, 2008




MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE TODAY!
It's xmas, so must go church today. 
My aunt went today too plus my whole family except my dad la, working yeah. 
& he's the only buddist in our family. 
Went church, the mu shi today is super cute. 
Mu shi said, xmas must eat chocolate.
Ha. Ha. Ha. Obviously no logic, lol!
But then church gave everyone 2 ferro roche. 
Red ribbon's mine, pink's my mum's one :D
Yay, red's my fave colour! :D
P/s My face looks so suck esp the mouth like pig .____.
So i anyhow draw a star there ;x really is anyhow hahaha!
Ohyuh i remembered my grandma keep say the mushi's son keep looking at me -.-
Okay, whatever reasons i don't care, i think my grandma think too much already la! HAHA.
but till today then i know which one is the mushi's son. 
Lol I know i am slow enough -.- 
But mushi's family really is ai zai siol! his wife plays the piano, & his son plays the trumpet & piano too during church service. 
So cool right !


After church, went sembawang shopping centre find my uncle they all. 
Walk around, & my mum's nt feeling well so everyone went back also. 
Mum gave me money to buy dinner since we need to go northpoint to help our biao jie fu to change something.
Went northpoint w/ sis to change my biao jie fu's jeans.
I bought burger king & i intro my sis my fave the hershely's sundae pie :D
Went back to cousin's house, miss my niece alrdy. HAHAHA. 
Look at her again :)
She's smiling so happily loh lol.


Watching nonya now, byeeeeee.

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Look at sis's hair. 
Which is nicer? I still think don't curl better. But neyway this is tempo one.



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I can't wait 2009 to come.
2009 faster faster please.
Make it 2009 after i wake & open my eyes! -.-


8:52 PM


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MERRY CHRISTMAS :D


So tired now & yet i can't sleep. Stupid periods making feel like vomiting.
So damm uncomfortable la, BloodyHell. 
Anyway i was so dumb, till now then i know that my laptop can type chinese words.
看看我是個超級無人能比的大笨蛋!不要笑我 hor 我跟你講 !



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Boring christmas.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008


Hello Earthlings,
Sucha boring xmas eve today.
Luckily have my goddaughter{niece} to acc me :D


I remember in the morning when i was still sleeping in my room, 
her maid brought her to my bed, just beside me.
I was still half awake only then but don't know why i can remember her face at that time.
Still smiling at me, so sweet & super cute :)
I think i fall alseep back after seeing her smile.
When i waked, she went back to her house luh but she came to my house again w/ my aunts they all while i was bathing. 
My maid brought her outside the toilet and she kept knocking the toilet door. 
Came out of the toilet, && As usual, i went youtube using my laptop to let her watch all her fave cartoons. She's super clever. When my laptop has no lights, she knew where to press .___.
I said before, she loves to imitate people & she's smart at following what other people do.
& i meant it, she really know. 
Don't she look clever? Oh, say yes. :D
Around evening, she went back w/ my aunt cause she nda sleep. 
& so, my grandma & mine's turn to watch tv. 
Anyway, my grandma is my niece GREAT GRANDMOTHER :D Cool ehhhh.
Acc my cousin to northpoint to change her husband's jeans then we went to burger king. 
She bought wooper burger, chocolate pie & my fave hershey's sundae pie for me :D



We went home, realised the person forgot to give us one more burger, which she actually bought it for my grandma.
She called & scolded the person ;x & one of the people in burger king said would SEND the burger to their house. & in the end they also gave extra free medium fries & one more chocolate pie to 'bu chang'. 
Woah, how good. lol. 
The chocolate pie is not that nice :x
Yeah, now feel like eating. Just now when i was eating those chicken & stuffs my mummy bought, i feel like vomiting. -.-  
i am having my headaches, periods periods -.- 
Sat & sun going malacca boringggggggggg!
update again ltr :D





10:40 PM


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Second post for today :D

Look at this! The most impt is, look at the star :D
 
Hahaha, so nice right. Okay la, impt is given by cheryl! So sweet. :)
It's a goodie bag :D AOYAH doreen gave me the cookies she baked too ! :D:D:D
But i ate it in dance studio alrdy :X nv took picture ):
Anyway it's nice, the cookies she made. Not bad. 
Initially wna meet cheryl at 4.30 pm.
To discuss the warmup thingy, but i reached sch at 4.45plus i think.
Then some of us were looking at those videos during vic's bday party. So funny :D
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Then like 5 plus discuss a little, went take the emplifier. 
Wahhhh, man it's the first time i went take that. It seems so heavy to me!
I think i walked halfway, put down. Continued to walk and put down. 
Carried using 2 hands, out down, tried one hand, wahhh. 
Lol i think i look so funny if anybody had seen me at that time. 
Its really like so heavy to me D:
Dance at 6.30pm, cheryl & i lead warmup today.
Afterwards, dance cap azri said we must learned properly our salsa today.
Open house is like coming soon already. We only have 2 more weeks & so many dances still. Our salsa steps are very messy. We spend the whole day today practicing salsa.
But it's was fun though :) They're practicing on sat & sun. BUT I GOING MALACCA! DAMM. ASSSSSSSSS LA ): I rather not go malacca. & plus i am having my bloody periods.
Must travel to malacca?! Walao double sadness. lol ): I hate to travel overseas when i am having my stupiddddddddd periods lor. Nevermind, suan luh.
Anyway, yeah have fun talking to doreen, angelyn, peiru they all in the mrt. 
I didnt alight at yishun, i alight w/ doreen & xian siang at admiralty and then trained back to yishun again. Lol, i know people must be laughing, i just dont feel like alighting.
& doreen, peiru & me were like still talking. not yet finish & so fast i have to alight. lol.
So i didnt alight :)
yeahhhhh, just reach home not long too. 
Bye. have to go church tml cuz its xams eve ! Z__Z

12:22 AM


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Tuesday, December 23, 2008


Tuesday, 23 december 2008.
- Life is so LOL.

Meeting cheryl later before dance.
I just drank/eat? bird nest! :D
Lol, i so feel like blogging now.
Butbut, don't know what should i blog .___.
Okay i went find quiz to do lol.
Your score on this personality test was 47%

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a longer time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

Personality Quiz
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You are 30% Emo. Ha Ha!

Normal. You may have some hard stuff goin on, but it doesn't bother you too much. That's okay. Good work and thanks for playing...

How Emo Are You
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According to the results of this quiz, you LOVE you a 40%!!!

Well, still not there! Come on! Why be so negative and pesimist?, I bet you're a great person, fun, unique and have great qualities which many people already do enjoy! So why not take a good look in the mirror into your soul, do an honest inner self evaluation and start to LOVE LOVE LOVE who you are!!!

How much do you LOVE YOU?
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Monday, 22 december 2008.
- Have you ever.
*taken away some links again. Dead links.

& Yes, Hello i just reach home! now is like going 12.30 AM -.-
Ha. Ha. Ha. I was at sch for dance, thn yeah stayed till that time go home.
Talk about it later.
Went watch 'yes man' movie w/ sis & Minghong, Zhiwei & the dnt know what name guy. They said he is nigel's best friend. But nayway also same sec sch as us one luh. watched at amk hub at 3 plus pm. Before that, went kopitiam had lunch. After movie, walk walk awhile only cause i had to go dance already. Train-ed to sch, different line from all of them, even different from my sis too cause she's going to chinatown.
So lonely, train-ed to sch alone. lol.
Anyway didnt know they were like so humourous. LOL.
Okay, went sch for dance.
Monday, we have salsa class first. Mr gupson is as usual so funny.
Anyway, start of the class i felt like sucha failure man.
Cuz i knew the steps but i am so confused w/ the counting! ):
Then those people who didn't know the steps, asked me. & how am i going to teach when i myself is so confused at the counting? I felt like crying tht time. USELESS.
Okay, but i am still interested in salsa.
Today. Mr gupson taught so much la. Alot.
We're like so confused. Even the guys. & worst still when i partner w/ s___, Making me more confused. Then i was like, dnt know why out of the sudden feeling very very pak chek.
It's super pak chek la! & anyway no offence. Spoils my whole mood.
But i stayed till very late in studio cuz i wna learn properly my salsa!
I want to learn properly! That's the only dance they say can see my confidence. Alright, pathetic right? I am so not good at latin ):
& idk why suddenly today practicing i don't care if i am giddy or whatever, i just wna get the salsa steps right ):
I wna learn latin well too, sometimes i really tried so hard but still cnnt see my confidence.
& i really like latin too but just don't know why, i seems really so suck at it ):
Okay.
& yes, i will not be online-ing till very late now.
Cuz my laptop is kept w/ my mummy. She says i used till very late & not having enough sleep.
Wah childish leh. Then forget it la, i use pc, shared w/ my brother cause he uses pc.
Suck man. This really spoils my mood now.
& I havent had my dinner till now! ): gawd.
Okay, bye i am going to find something to eat.


Have you ever tried to find those words but they just don't come out right ?

12:24 AM


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Sunday, December 21, 2008


Second post of the day; sundayyyyyyy.
Day out with esther precious :) after my church.


:)


The first pic, it's so JING DIAN la! Hahaha!


Emo-ing time .___.

Look at this 2 nd pic, she claim that only this pic she's nice. but my face is half cut! 
Okay, so i blurred myself. HAHAHA! :D happy?





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Alright, happy to see esther today!
Like since o lvl awards day i last seen her ): 
But nevermind, now we meet up finally! Like, finallllllyyyyy.. :D:D
We went bugis, & she shopped alot of clothes. 
While, i spend alot on FOOD. 
I eat alot today la. & she just ate a little she said she's full .__.
I spend like gng 14 bucks on food. 
Ohyah, i bought shoes :)
Yayyyy, happy today.
I realised something, i am not the only one kuku and so lu chi!
Esther is more worst then me ._____.! 
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Okay, i shall stop laughing at her. i am no better. HAHA.
Byyeeeeee.



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Sunday, 21 december 2008.
- Oh Oh Oh Ohhhhhh.

Helloooooooo.
I shall blog on yesterday first.
I was too tired yesterday to blog already.
Even online chatting, i fall alseep so easily.
I think i fall alseep like around 1 plus am (?).
Then wokeup at 5plus am, went back to sleep again. 
Yesterday, went dance self prac. 
Ohyah, angelyn, my dance senior is finally back from korea after 4 months :D
She came dance yesterday. Ha. Ha. Ha. 
After dance prac, we went eat mac as lunch. 
Then, finding people to go IMM/ amk hub w/ me.
But doreen have work later & angelyn is tired. 
The others return to club room first but we didn't follow. 
So bored & i don't feel like going home. 
Asked my sister to come northpoint. 
Went walk walk, have chocolate mc flurry! lol. Okay la, i think it's way too ex -.-
Not really nice till where luh but it costs 70 cents more then normal mc flurry. 
Then there's a kids programme or what at level1. Idk how to say.
But there's Mr happy, and more. The one like Little miss. 
I have got the pictures, but ima lazy person. Not uploading. 
Went back home, no one at home cause my mum they go went to the church to intend people's wedding. We're invited but my mum says it's alright if i don't go so i didn't go.
Oh i camwhored w/ sister today but same, I AM LAZY TI UPLOAD. -.-
2 dued pictures.
The day when we went watch the chinese orchestra concert in nyp. 

Zenglin & me :)

Sis, zenglin & me. 
Crazy women. lol.
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It's sunday today, church later on.
Just packed my stuffs ready for malacca trip this sat & sun w/ family and relatives.

Meeting esther precious after my church :)
Loveeeeeeee.
Byeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeee. 


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Friday, December 19, 2008


Friday, 19 december 2008.
# I GOT MY NEW PASSPORT !

Hello! & I must say, MingHong is so kind hearted lol!
He's so kind in willing to accompany me go take my new passport at lavender. 
Yesterday, asked friends but they're like all not free today. 
& i write out in my msn nick so BIG ! lol. K uh but anyway,
Meet at cityhall & actually i cn just go in the train he's taking to lavender one. But somebody say i blur D: so came out.
But today when i was talking on phone w/ mh abt whr where to meet, there's an uncle, asking me how to go hougang. Omg then i super toot leh, dntknow how-.- 
& somebody say i NERD ( lu chi ). !
I so paiseh to that uncle ): cause idk who t talk to, phone got people, somemore got uncle ask me. Then i '' hm uncle den yi xia '' & then he walk off ! -.- !
Mh told me how to go hougang but then i still dntknow how tell that uncle. Walao, i so dumb leh. That moment was really funny LOL -.- But i think tht uncle confirm think i am rude :X
But i rly admit i am a lu chi .___.
BUTBUT STILL;
So big thankyou to minghong, else i'll be damm bored while waiting for my number. 
There're like 300 and more people in front of me. 
I waited till dammmmmmm super bu nai fan. 
& i can't believe la, he's so patient. 
We talked talked talked then my number still like so behind other people.
But luckily still not that bad, cause got someone to talk to & it's not that boring.
Okay, we went lavender at a very late time so when we train-ed back, inside th mrt is like ..
ALOT PEOPLE ._____.
After that, mh went to meet her mum & i went back home. 
Still, thankyou for acc-ing, HAHAHA :D
Oh i see there's still sucha kind people in this world too. HAHAHA!

Went back yishun, bought mac for dinner. 
Home sweet homeeeeeeeeee.


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Okay, Daphne is going japan in 5 hours time!
Daphne Loveeee, enjoy your trip! 
& don't shock me w/ a hot pink hair back hor.
& I don't want japan toilet paper! ): LOL!
Takecare & enjoyyyyyyyyyy. 
I know maybe she won't see this cause she's 'out' of blogger for now. 
Loveeeee!

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