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Saturday, December 6, 2008


-I'm tired of being lost somewhere. So tired./


2nd post for today.
Back home after watching orian 2008 in sch w/ peiru & venalie.
Y'know, i got tricked today again-.- wtf LOL.
Tricked by venalie & peiru. I knew they pa gad la! i knew it.
I called venalie after i end school, asked where was she. She said she's not feeling well, not going to watch alrdy & asked me t call peiru see how. So.
I called peiru & she said she's at bukit batok, maybe nt gng t watch, depends on her mood. 
Then i was alrdy finding it weird.. Cause.
Venalie tricked me before lol. I shall talk about how she tricked me tht previous time later.
Back to this, yes i was finding it super weird then i asked peiru, don't bluff me leh ):
Then she say, okay la she at amk hub gng back sch find me.
So i ate mac alone, poorthing right. Then peiru reach & venalie called me saying she lao sai nt gng alrdy, where is peiru. She said she's at home resting, then.
I was like, Duh why her house so noisy one meh. lol.
I told her, better don't bluff me hor else she die uh. LOL. 
Then she suddenly call me from the back. 
WHAT-THE-HELL -.- once more kana tricked. Yuan lai they were both at amk hub alrdy from 3 plus afetr their sch ends. 
I find myself super dumb leh walao. lol. why always kana tricked one.
Think must eat more PU PING & drink more IQ milk lol!
Okay, the previous time was, before dance, in th morning, i reach sch.
She & cheryl told me senior lost th key to dance studio then dance practice cancelled.
Then i, wth? Huh, lost key leh. I sms weilin, asked her. She called me & then when i was about to say venalie say who lost key then they quickly say ''eh no la, bluff you one!''.
Walao, hai wo paiseh ): lol. They say i always kana tricked.
BUT EH WTH, I THINK I AM SUPER DUMB LA ;x REALLY LIKE DUMB TILL CANNOT-.-!

Anyway anyway, orian was okay :)
First we had, BENERICK orian 07 champion solo category. He is our dance ex president :)
& he's one of the judge for orian 08 today.
Then.. He sang & other category de people singing & blah. 
Then, HONG YU YANG, campus superstar top 8 2006 came t sing too :D
After that, solo category singing..
THEN THEN performance by judge MR CHIA TIEN YAO, he was once a ocean butterfly composer & he compose music for jolin tsai & jerry yan before :) gawd. 
anyway all the songs people sang today were EMO. EMO EMO EMO.
aiyoh, why man. lol, ren jia alrdy gou emo luh still emo emo sing. Ha, jk ;x
but really uh, the songs were all, TSKTSKTSK sad ones.
at the end was prize presentation & stuffs.
Yeah. home sweet home. 
Not feeling well these days ;x

All the way back home..
My whole brain was just.. 
I don't know either.
I just felt like, suddenly the world is going t fall anytime.
So confused about many things.. 
Lost is the word to describe me now.
I don't know what i am doing nw.
I am living my life for th sake of living it.
I am not living it to the fullest.
Why, don't ask me cause i don't know either.

12:16 AM


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