Wokeup at 10.30 am today, th actual time lol!

Guess what time i slept last night? 9.30pm man! :D

Shiok leh, very long nvr so early sleep already. 

I was having high fever few days ago and now just okay so have to sleep earlier but i also didn't expect myself to sleep so early last night. I was just feeling so freaking tired after coming back from malacca. Anyway if i am 'online' yesterday night, actually i'm not. Lol.

My brother was using my lappy while i was sleeping. 

Now to think, i haven't start a single shit on holidays schwork. 

& tml sch is starting again-.-

Omg die man. I know there's only one word for me. Die.

Seriously i cannot survive sememster2. 

Is not that i never spend time on this course. 

Is i DON'T LIKE WHAT I'M DOING IN THIS COURSE.

Okay, for MOST of the things i did in this course. 

But i have been thinking for very long, really.

I felt that i am so useless, wasting my mum's money but i don't dare to tell her i feel like dropping out of this course. I am afraid she will be very very dissapointed in me ):

I know she would. That's why i didn't tell her i am feeling more & more dead in this course. 

I am feeling so damm guilty & Totally lost.

Anyway, in th morning, went to read the things about ;

Cosmoprof Singapore's Most established & Prestigious Makeup Academy.

The things in th envelope, which we took when we went there to search makeup products for our cca openhouse.

Now find it damm cool! Saw the courses they had. Woahhhhh super cool lor.

I am attracted t the course;

Photogenic, Brida,l Fashion, Makeup & Hairstyling diploma. 

Omg super cool super cool super cool! :X

Woah thats full time course man. The course fee is like $2,835.50. But they got give the free things, The free makeup Kit which costs $1372.25.

I think it's really super cool laaaaaaaaa. Not bad leh ;X

If only i got the money & i can go study that. 

I don't know why, i am so afraid that i will have fever again. 

I had high fever that day & i didnt went to see doctor, i just ate own medicine for 2days. lol.

Slept so long, actually i am still feeling a little tired. 

No school today, school tml-.-

Hwrk all not done. Die die die die. 

Can go bang wall alrdy. I don't know what to do. 

Dance in th evening.