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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

{#} 原来想念是这样

TIRED T____T I don't want fever leh.

really is like fuck.

by tml & fri there's so many projects dued.

& yet i am sick again now.

after sleeping for so many hrs, i still felt so tired.

and i felt so warm now ):

& my bloody headache just started again when i'm in school.

whole body like no energy already.

friends say i don't look okay today.

some suddenly say, agree & never see me really laugh & happy before.

i did laugh what sometimes.

can't be everyday laughing.

i don't look okay today, there's so many reasons behind it.

how do i say it?

but neyway i am nt gng t say here too.

but yes, I AM UNHAPPY. plus a little pissed maybe.

& THE MOST FUCKING SUAY THING IS THAT,

ILLUSTRATOR I DO AT HOME, WORD ALL CANNOT COME OUT NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TRIED & I QUIT & GO IN AGAIN.

THEN AT HOME, I DO SHOW MY MUM CAN YOU KNOW.

WTF? IF ITS YOU ANGRY ANOT?

I THINK I SUPER SUAY CAN? WTF LA! I VERY SAD & ANGRY NOW ):

THEN CANNOT DO HAO HAO.

anyway, to people, it's got nothing to do w/ that can.

if i no mood t do, even if i spend time at home, i still won't do.

How abt like last night, i do but cannot! then go sch can?

& everyday i almost have headache feeling sick nt feeling well.

Nobody understand man, cause.

you're not me afterall.

5:21 PM