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Wednesday, December 3, 2008


Tuesday, 2 december 2008.
`sometimes, i wonder.

Hello, have alot of things to say.
changed blog skin & it's plain :)
tagbox is replaced by shoutmix too.
anyway, there's one thing if anyone realised.
there ain't any date/ time in each post-.- wtf. lol.
means i have to type in myself. EVERYDAY, IN EVERY POST.
Like th one i did now in this post, in bold.
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- got pictures frm my sister, but have yet t edit & upload. 
lazy. & i am fucking pissed w/ my cousin once again.
forget it, it will only make myself old faster by ranting about my cousin.
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today, sch ended early. 
but partially bec i skipped the first lesson 3d max. 
well, wokeup in th morning, wanted t sms guixin if she smsed me too.
so, decided nt t go. hazel, daphne & randy nt gng too.
but after i wokeup, i kept thinking, i skipped so many times alrdy. 
guilty, is of course a 'got'. 
i'm afraid too. don't know why th hell afraid too.
but in th end i still didn't go cause my cliques are all nt gng too ):
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i & guixin took cab t sch.
ms sherlyn's class when we reached.
nt class, is just she briefing about some things luh.
so, you can count as, i go for sch for nothing today.
& dance starts at 6.30pm.
class ends at like ard 1 plus.
lol, dnt wna go home. so called t see if anyone gng out or sth.
found out that amy sister is gng t places to dian huo.
so i acc her. we went to 4 places lor. LOL.
west mall, then tiong baru, great world of city & then vivo.
still managed to reach sch in time for dance in fact i was still early.
chiong back & it was raining cats & dogs when i reached yck-.- damm it. 
& fyi, i DON'T LOVE RAIN. 
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anyway, when we reached great world of city, i was stuck there.
cause..
i saw ALOT OF HELLO KITTY THINGS IN WATSON. 
OMFG ):
i tell you, i rly love hello kitty alot, i even saw the cereal packaging is HELLO KITTY CAN! 
my bday is next yr, still long, but.. 
hee, hope people ard me know i love hello kitty hor. bhb :/
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dance today was fine today.
can catch at first but went blur in th middle. 
but still okay in th end.
we finished jive today,
cheers.
gonna have assessment soon.
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somehow abit moody when on the way back.
i don't know..
or shld i say i don't wna know why i am feeling like that.
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no idea why, i'm feeling so unhappy & low but i still console other people-.-
makes sense anot? 
but anyway, i know how people feel when their friends are unhappy & they're worried for them.
so i try very hard nt t make my friends ard me worry for me if i am unhappy.
i don't wna let them feel like they cannot do anything to help.
that feeling suck, i know.
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cock eye today man, went hme, mrt-ed.
went in, tht cabin, saw no seats& went t another cabin then my biao jie fu called.
'eh cock eye ah you look t yr right'.
lol, biao jie fu sitting in tht cabin whr i walked passed.
damm, i am dumb enough.
blind la blind.
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& don't know what to do abt sch work.
sigh.
that's all. 
ciao.


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