Installed the thing alrdy and so need to restore. 

Everything in my laptop gone. Even the softwares i need for doing schwrk.

Every single thing gone. 

I am doomed, seriously. I feel like banging wall now.

My typo hwrk i did, all gone. Die. Someone, send me t heaven now. 

We must choose each emotions, using adobe illustrator to do. 

All alphaphets -.- There's 4 but i don't like the other 2 i did.

HAHAHAHA.

Very not good i know :/ I am noob at illustrator too lol. 

Can say i am noob at softwares lol. 

:/

So darn boring now.

Totally random.

It just suddenly came into my mind. 

I remembered when i keep complaining to my mum, saying i dislike this course.

In the past, when i just got my o level results, i remembered i wanted to get into either SP or NAFA school (NanYang Academy Of Fine Arts). Before the results of lvl, I got the Direct Poly Admission for SP creative media design. I went through the interview and brought along my art works. Going through art tests and drawings SP gave me. I went nyp's interview too. & the interview gave me a phobia in getting into nyp. But in the end, SP accepted me. Not nyp. Means i got the dpa for sp's course and it also means, if my o lvl results ended up okay i can straight go study in sp. Howeverrrrrr, I failed my english. So, sp ''kick'' me out. I was thinking which sch should i go. & The most ''interesting thing'' is that, i remembered very clearly that before i leave nyp for the interview, i said one super nan ting hua.

''I die also won't choose this stupid school''. 

Yes, that was what i said ): & Now? I got into this school -.-

Before i get into nyp, i wanted to choose NAFA. Cause i really like the courses there very much. & Plus, my mum don't mind the expensive school fees there, what she say was, i go for what i like. Even if it's expensive, she pay for me. Super toucheddddd. But i didn't choose NAFA just because my relatives said there's no ''qian tu''. So i went for poly, and i forget why alrdy but nyp's courses was the first few i put. Maybe it's because i am moving soon tht time to near yck.

Till now actually, i don't know if i regret going into this school anot. 

Sometimes still, i will keep thinking why didn't i choose NAFA.

Think again, if i did not get into nyp, 

I would not have get into this course,  joined dance & make so many friends. I would not have know so many nice people in this school and would not have experience tht much. 

But maybe if i were in NAFA, everything would be different. 

But who knows wht will happen?

I know everyone is like encouraging me to study hard, i am forcing myself to study something, somehow i don't like. I am dissapointed with myself, i know i would dissapoint my mum for this semenster. I don't wna let my mum get sad over me, over me not putting in effort to study.

Yet, i can't force myself fully to study. 

I just wna say, ever since i am in poly, everything has changed. 

Me, myself. 

A drastic change in my life and myself. 

IF you have known me well for many yrs, you people would know and easily can observe.

My 3 Friends, Jasmine, Randy & Guixin. 

NAH! Look at this picture./ Why don't have me!? (Laughs).

Rofl, they took this picture with my laptop when i was away finding 3d max lecturer.

Lol, even my hp also got their pics -.- Lol! Somemore, my wallpaper is guixin sleeping. 

So funnnnnyyyyyyhhhhhsxz. -.-

But i am happy cause the wallpaper thingy made me laugh.

& THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKE ME SMILE TODAY. 

Some things happen in class today, and i felt seriously down, super. But it's all okay now alrdy. 

I Bloody hope my 2009 would be better(: 

Anyway, today is my first time going to find 3d max lecturer for so darn long. 

Teaching me & Stuffs loh, very long. Like going 1 hour. 

Honestly, i get it and understand some things but if i were to do it alone again i think i might not get 'em right @@. But ah, alright at least i went to approach teacher. 

Unlike last time, i am like always in my lala land dreaming. 

I guess this time it's because i know i would sure be doomed if i don't pass these assignments. 

I knw Mr david is nice, he's sucha rly nice 3d max lecturer. It's my wrong for not handing so many assignments. Mr david still helped our class to tell mr yt to lessen the time for our advertisement, else all of us will sure die doing the 60 seconds animation. So now, we only need to do 30 seconds. 30 seconds, it's a huge difference. But still i think many of us thanks mr david alot alot alot mannnszx.

Studio project briefting going to be out soon, but ms sherlyn told us whats our 'exam' (studio project) going to be about. Ohhh, first time i myself think this would be fun. 

(Laughs). Or maybe it's just the starting? :/ Okay, i shall not think so much alr.

Typo hwrk still not yet finished. 3d advertisement, gawd... Have to fins all the sounds & stuffs. 

I think tonight i might be dreaming about my 3d thingy-.-

The advertising PO CHAI PILLS, chinese medicine. 

Grp work, the style frame i did. First time using PS to so styleframe :/

If you can see, the bombing thing out is actually po chai pills. 

The styleframe i did for one of our project grp work using photoshop.

I am not rly good at photoshop and this is the first time i am doing styleframe using Adobe Ps:/ Okay i know it might sounds noob, oh okay it is NOOB :/ But because usually, i draw my styleframe although i know actually it cannot be drawn one luh.

Later going aunt house play banluck, super stress la. Must de-stress (:

Bye.

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Did the po chai poster using ps, lol. Laughing at myself*

Okay, off to aunt house now.

Ahh, i am feeling a little sick now. 

This is my worst cny ever, in my whole life. 

Having to think about schwrk, doing schwrk and all. 

Why can't the sch just let us celebrate our cny haohao?

Can't they give us more holidays and breaks. 

I am feeling so breatheless now. I hate school and studying. 

I rather work, and earn money. Then studying, when all i have is stress. 

It's not that i cannot take stress. No. 

If its something i am interested, and i have lots of things t do, i don't mind.

Now, in my case is different.

Why do i still keep thinking?

I don't know why.

I guess, i forced myself t think of something else...

&, now, disaster. Don't know why. Don't know how. Don't know what t do anymore. 

Felt like, but couldn't. Felt like, don't know how. 

I doubt people know, I doubt you know, i doubt i know. 

One thing, you sure wouldn't believe and people cannot believe. 

So long, ohh so long... 

Inside my brain is just, mess. 

Crap, if you don't understand what i am saying. Lol. It's okay. 

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

Wokeup v late today, relatives are alrdy at my house. 

So cui, i wokeup with a very tired face to wish them -.-

Then went aunt house, after that went to my gugu house.

Then went to aunt's their side duh relative house. (don't know them).

Just follow them, laughs. Take ang bao :D

(Rolling on floor laughing). 

HAHAHA.

Off to wash up. 

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Ohyeah, played banluck with cousins and relative.

First time playing lehh. 

Won only 60 cents, okay alrdy for starters, hor? :/

My goddaughter(niece), getting more and more cuter :) Her fish mouth (laughs).

Hello, i couldn't go to sleep. 

What is wrong with me, ain't i always complaining that i am super tired? (Yawns).

Okay, crap .___. 

I am like sooooo hungry now? 

My stomach keeps on making funny noises lol. 

I am hungry till that extend that now i feel like puking. 

But hey, i ate my dinner just now luh what @___@! Ahhhh? Stop the noises.

It's irritating. Rofl.

Anyway, now then i know whats the meaning of ''ROFL''.

O-Ohhh NOOB./

I am so bloody hell tired. My eyes are fking itchy. & It's red. In fact, it itch for like more than 1 week already. I keep putting eye drops but it just don't work. Seeing doctor tml. Means, i am not presenting tml.  I stretch till my skin around eyes are so damm dry and when i put abit of foundation around my eyes only, can see super clearly that my skin is peeling. It is really peeling, and it's disgusting. So i didn't put for these days, and i look really shag. Ah but hack care already. Normally i will cover only my eye bags.

I just rant about my project and presentation stuffs. 

& I deleted it all. That is why this post is edited./

I think if i were to really rant about school, one post is not even enough. 

But anyway, school these days just really seriously sucks like fk. Okay, enough. 

Yesterday, niece came my house. Happy, get t see her. She become more and more smart! :D

Get t talk t xuanyi today. Like so damm long since we last have a good talk.

Since sec sch i think, no i think is since lower sec :/ 

But hah, at last we have a good talk today (:

Renuion dinner tml, and sat morning would go t popo house & night time, genting. 

Not looking forward cause i have to bring my stupid laptop all th way t genting there t do my schoolwork. But at least i can leave sg and breathe fresh air for few days. Staying in sg, mgbd is killing me. Real hard.

- 2 packets of strawberry pocky a day makes me happy :D

I think i'm abit crazy now .___.

Took super alot pictures w/ guixin and randy js now while mr james was talking :/

Upload when  get home, i am still in school. Gash.

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Siao,

I think my whole mind now is just of projects deadlines. 

I cnnt think of any other things now(: 

Oh, anyway, Happy Birthday to Thomas!

So many people's birthdays on jan and feb. Mine on april..... Ahhhhh seems v.long-.-

5thApril quickly come okay!

O-Ohhhh, adcon project advertise on pochai pills.

Our group got first! The winner. & We got free grp movie tickets from lecturer.

Buying my harddisk soon, i need it for 3d and more other things :/

Lessons ended early, super. Don't know where to go. Boring. 

Okay, so siannnnnn. 3d integraded assignment quickly end soon please.

End luh, i would be super happy! 

I Drag the pictures of me & daphne they all drag till all the way down till siao.