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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I don't know, i just couldn't control already.

Yes, i feel so much better now. So much.

Sometimes, it helps.

I feel so tired now, & it's easier for me to go to sleep.

But somehow, i still don't have the feel to go to sleep.

I feel like staying up till morning, thinking everything again.

Everywhere everytime, randomly, it will just appear in my brain.

How i wish i can control, if only i can. It just keep running in my brain.

I couldn't even stop it, how t stop thinking?

Can anyone tell me. I tried not t think so much about it, & it works.

How does it works, i take me so long, keep on distracting myself w/ other things.

But i am tired of doing this already.

Whenever i don't wna think of it, it just keep appearing in my brain.

I really don't know what t do already, i felt like i am more & more evil now.

I slowly can't be bothered w/ it already.

But if only you see this,

& do you know what i am thinking.

Why does it seems like, people have forgotten already.

I wna say so much things to you, but just don't know where to start.

So much, so much.

I am so tired.

12:07 AM