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Wednesday, January 14, 2009


Changed my display picture, i think i looked like some malay in tht picture. 
That's a picture taken after our openhouse performance. 
Reminding me, i haven't upload openhouse pictures. 
I still havent recieve some. Neyway,
Morning nearly couldn't wakeup loh ):
I dragged myself out from bed.
Gx did morning call me, but i keep texting back '5 more minutes, 5 more minutes'.
But in the end i still wake. Forget it but i really did dragged myself to school loh. 
So god damm tired, really feel like continuing sleeping and not go to school. 
Reach school, its always like that 8.30am lesson but lecturers were still not there.
When they reached the class, they will be talking among themselves for like so damm bloody long like macham having some private conversation. I remembered the previous time they talked for like 1 hour. After tht telling us we had rest enough. C'mon, we didn't said we wna rest for ONE HOUR. Why are the lecturers always like that. They said they hate people who are late for lesson, no discipline. How about they themselves, i don't think they're early either. Worst still, reach class never teach lesson. They ownselves talk for so long then teach us a little things only. They're like so supper slack can. Don't say we students slack or whatever shit, they're already one themselves. And somemore, lesson 11.30pm end alrdy, they also never say anything. They just still continue talking among themselves. What the hack la. 
Can imagine, lesson frm 8.30am to 11.30am we only learned illustrator using the knife tool? 
Asif theyre so good like that. I might as well don't go so early. Go so early, see them talk shit among themselves only. We sitting down there doing nothing, like a retard.
I really don't like some of the lecturers, the way they do things. Make me pissed. 

Lessons ended, randy going to meet his friend, guixin also going to meet his friend, hazel don't know go where i forget luh. Daphne w/ her boyf later they having fb cca. Asked doreen, she having lessons still also. Her school havent end. Siannnnnnnnsxz.
I super bored. No one acc me eat lunch. I asked daphne & her bf t acc me. 
So after eating, they going amk. 
Saw konrad on the way out in koufu. 

Blabla, then went home. I felt super bored & lonely suddenly. Friends all going out with other friends, else they confirm got plans one. I got no plans at all, like so no life. 
So early, i go home sure nothing to do. Suddenly don't feel like even seeing my niece.
I feel like taking train, keep taking and taking till i felt like alighting then i alight. 
I did that in the past but now my handphone cui alrdy, cnnt listen to music, take train so long also sian. I will die w/o music during rides. 
Really felt so like, sian. Saw so many couples, make me feel even more lonely & bored. 
Saw daphne & her bf so sweet make me feel so lonely too. 
Not like i despo for someone to care for me luh, but is like auto will feel that way one. 
Okay, anyway i am at home now alrdy, so tired. felt like sleeping but felt like watching tv too.
I havent finish watching my vcd loh. tsk. 
Bye.



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