Shall not elaborate about boring modules & lessons. 

After school which ends at 6pm, met up w/ angelyn to chat & have dinner at mac.

Didn't have appetite. Periods nearly killed me. Lol.

Didn't buy anything to eat, i just ate angelyn's 2 fries and i started to feel like puking. 

After awhile feeling better. Then lifang came transfer to angelyn the dance lesson's video. 

Used my laptop, after affects cause they wna combine all the videos tgt. 

I am a noob so lifang tried but then she didn't use after effects for quite long so she's abit confused too. Haha. Ended up, yan jiu till my laptop batt die. Auto off. 

Then she went off to meet her boyf. I bought fries to eat, finally. 

Chat w/ angelyn awhile more then went home. 

Still feeling very pukey when i reach home but still force myself to eat the food hazel & guixin leftover when they were outside eating during break. They couldn't finish. 

Research the project awhile too just now. 

I am forcing myself to research, really. 

Seems so hard, but no it's right, cause i ain't interested in this course. So must use force :)

Shouldn't force myself to be like this. 

I shouldn't, no i cannot be like this. 

Why must i force myself, why must people around me influenced me till this way. 

I don't want, but i've already fall in halfway and nobody is helping me out.