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Thursday, January 29, 2009



Run away, like you did before?

Ahh, i am feeling a little sick now. 
This is my worst cny ever, in my whole life. 
Having to think about schwrk, doing schwrk and all. 
Why can't the sch just let us celebrate our cny haohao?
Can't they give us more holidays and breaks. 
I am feeling so breatheless now. I hate school and studying. 
I rather work, and earn money. Then studying, when all i have is stress. 
It's not that i cannot take stress. No. 
If its something i am interested, and i have lots of things t do, i don't mind.
Now, in my case is different.
Why do i still keep thinking?
I don't know why.
I guess, i forced myself t think of something else...
&, now, disaster. Don't know why. Don't know how. Don't know what t do anymore. 
Felt like, but couldn't. Felt like, don't know how. 
I doubt people know, I doubt you know, i doubt i know. 
One thing, you sure wouldn't believe and people cannot believe. 
So long, ohh so long... 
Inside my brain is just, mess. 
Crap, if you don't understand what i am saying. Lol. It's okay. 




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