Nobody?

Arghhhhhhhh, chao smelly cheesepie :/ Chao cheese pie.

Fuck it -.- Suddenly.. Thought of some things. 

I felt like, i don't belong to my class. 

Everyone is so hardworking, everybody is so willing to chiong projects.

Everyone is so willing to try. But.. Not me.

I'm not even fit to get into mgbd. Though yes i admit, i hate this course.

Ever since i get into nyp, this course, my life change totally. 

I know i am not the only one, but seriously i think i am a total failure. 

When my computer dies, and that i can only do my animation in school with like 1 & the half day, i am not even willing to try to do that little bit. Maybe because i was like thinking, since i left only a few days and doing in school eh! I.. cannot make it one. I gaveup. 

I didn't even tried to do 1 sec. My computer dies just before i was about to TRY. 

I am really useless lor, seeing my friends. I know some of them are not good at 3d too, but they are willing to try. I Remember the lecturers saying, the ones left in this course are those who are willing to try and make their very best, to the end.

Too bad, i admit i am really lousy like fuck. I know, even my mum said i changed. 

She said i am not like that in the past. Now, i am like a pig. F.PIG.

Yes, i admit. I really admit. I do admit. 

I don't know why either. Like, i got no mood to even go to school now. 

But i swear i did tried to drag myself to school. 

Chao cheese pie, i am so 沒有用! 

I know too.. Even if i work hard for studio project, i will surely fail like fuck. 

But still, I must must wake up everyday on time for 3 wks for studio proj from next week morning to evening. Everyday. Dealing with softwares again? Sighs./

Piece of shit. 

Assholes, KNN, shit, da bian, bloodyhells, blood brains, bitches, bastards, idiots, cheese pies, ji dans, anything bad i can discribe this proj(: